Why can't I seem to do any school work? I can watch hours of TV, even shows I don't like much. I can bore myself to tears with games on my phone. I can read. I can go out and take a walk. I can take a drive. I can wander the mall. But the last thing I can do is my homework. I make up my mind to do it. And it's not like I do *nothing* productive with my time. I've applied for a new job, turned in forms to Verizon, made a lot of steps toward my move, packed up everything, ordered new checks... done so many things. Even written emails to professors explaining why I'm getting nothing done. Because I'm depressed. Because I broke up with a guy I thought would be my husband. Because I am going to move soon and it's stressful. But still I can't find the energy and commitment for the homework. I feel like the worst failure. I got a book I'm supposed to outline. It's sitting right next to me now! But instead of outlining, I'm whining online about how I can't do it. How pathetic can you get?
Oh, and my emergency room charges came from my insurance. What the hell am I gonna do about that...?