Still having a lot of anxiety but so far been able to avoid taking med's for it. Last night I did have to take benedryl so I could sleep I felt too panicky and was worrying too much. This pregnancy is really doing a number on me. I am 18 weeks today and I just keep trying to tell myself I am half way. I go to see my OB tomorrow. I notice when my boyfriend leave for work my anxiety goes sky high. I also keep having my son stay in the same room with me because otherwise I feel anxious when he leaves. Weird right? I guess I am suddenly afraid to be alone. I think I am worried something will go wrong with this pregnancy and I will be alone and not have help. =( I just want this anxiety to go away!!