Mar 05, 2012
...why is it that struggling to hold back tears is such a normal feeling for me? why do i have to deal with this so often??
why do i get so upset so easily? why, whenever i am angry or frustrated or stressed, do i always end up in tears? why do i have no control over my emotions? why, even though i've never been happier, do i still get so sad? why cant i just be normal, and not such a wimp? why am i such a wreck? why does he see anything in me? why does he say he love me? there's nothing to love... why, when i get upset, can i never calm down?
i'm sorry, to whoever reads this, but i need to vent, and nowhere else is safe... -_-