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SO STRESSED

Mar 15, 2012 - 0 comments
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Well, I don't think anybodys going to read this but I just want to write.Yesterday morning my boyfriends grandfather died and it was really hard so so so so so hard to watch and deal with. Everybody else could come and then go back to their homes but this is my home and I can't leave. We can't escape the obvious emptiness in our home. Then on top  of it because his grandpa was our main source of income we can't even afford to live where we're at right now. And the low income housing program is FULL and I've called just about EVERY apartment in town and none are willing to work with us. We have until the end of the month to find another place to live. And before his grandpa passed we were starting to try and find a place so we could adopt his siblings since they're gonna be put up for adoption and we're the only family available to adopt them. But now since our income is SO LOW we can't afford to rent the townhouse we got cleared for...it ***** so bad. That place was perfect but the landlord won't cut us a break and wont rent to us now. Now our only option is to find a studio to fit three people in-THREE in one room. Its just so stressful. I dont know what we're going to do. Then on top of all of that as if it isnt enough all of his family pretty much insists on making our lives more stressful by causing a ton of drama and being rude, inconsiderate, and everything but compassionate and helpful and understanding. They just come over to the house and call the house to talk smack and start problems. Why cant they just be loving and supportive instead of dividing this family?

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