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Why can't I sleep???

Mar 19, 2012 - 0 comments
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withdrawal

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Addiction

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painkillers

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Trouble Sleeping



No matter what the time of day, my body just won't let me rest. I ache all over - I had terrible backpain earlier. And heart palpitations. I swear - throw in tremors and crippling paranoia and it's just like coming off the booze all over again. I am sooo tempted to give in - just take 2, just so I can fall asleep. For a little while...

No. Striving to stay strong. This too shall pass. If I remember rightly - the hardest times for beating temptation actually come when I feel fine, when everything's alright. I KNOW I can push through the hard parts.

But what I wouldn't give for some sleep!!!!

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