119! It's gone by quicker than I thought, especially when I don't pay attention to it. I am in control now. I can say no, and mean it...and, not crave for it. Though in my times of depression, it tries to seduce me back. But, I've been there done there...it'll only make me forgot my problems for a few brief moments, but they will still be there waiting for me. It's no longer a solution, or a sought after escape! It's now a nuisance.
PMO Addiction Recovery Tracker
Post a Comment