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Anxiety and fears back

Mar 31, 2012 - 0 comments
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Well I am 21 weeks pregnant with twins. Lost my last two pregnancies at 24, 20 weeks. I have been having braxton hicks. Well was in a lot of pain yesterday so tried to go to labor and delivery and be seen. Well that did not go so well. I had a severe panic attack trying to get off the elevator on the labor and delivery floor. I had to go back down to the main lobby and sit. I could not go back up. It was horrible .. my pain and my anxiety. So embarrassing. My anxiety has  ot calmed down since this happened. I just keep thinking how am I ever going to go to the hospital to have these babies or if there is an emergency with this pregnancy when I can't even get off the elevator? My extreme fear of the labor and delivery unit after suffering two losses is really taking a toll on me. Then with all the pregnancy symptoms and pains and issues I am so freaked out. I just wish this anxiety would go away. I hate feeling like this.

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