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Friends - Time to Cut My Losses?

Apr 01, 2012 - 0 comments
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Addiction

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isolation

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Depression

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painkillers



And, once again my friends - sorry, make that "friends" - prove to me how little I mean to them. I already went into it in a post, so I won't relay the whole sorry tale again.And I get it - I let them down time and time again, so I shouldn't expect them to jump for joy with opn arms just because I'm clean, but it still hurts. It makes my whole effort seem rather worthless.

And ll I want is a magic pill to take away the pain. Oh, O know it's not physical pain - but, I always found emotioal pain harder to deal with... I want numbed.

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