Apr 08, 2012
last Saturday i'm having my 1st scan from my gyne doc. I am so relief that my left tube save and my fetus on the way should growth. Thanks God, my worried are gone. I'm admit that i'm to scare to know i'm pregnant again, so many things in my mind like paranoid of ectopic. Losting a right tube, i having big hope on my left tube.
Actually this is not a planning pregnancy since last year i'm having 1 pregnancy miscarry on early year and another 4 months ago with miscarry and ectopic which not a identical twins. So my chance to having is 50 percent...I give myself some a give to let go everything by having a short trip with my hubby. I ended preggie within that 24 days, i got that hunch was preggie but as the same time i was too scary to think.
In my mind before scanning, "God, please give me a save pregnancy and let my baby growth where he/she should be. please save my tube, amen". then when i saw the sac, thank God this is relief ever to mind..
I having a acne on my back and face, morning sickness, nausea, vomiting, dizziness, tiredness, back pain, swing mood, on and off slight fever and sleeping mood every 3pm. I'm having lost how i am gonna work if everyday like this. but what else can i do? I have no idea. So this is true every pregnancy wasn't a same. i hope this wasn't last to end pregnancy, i cant deal with on and off vomiting and nausea and sleeping mode.. Another two weeks later i going to check my fetus heart beat. hoping and praying everything going well.
I wanna share some, my hubby twins wife also pregnant and she 1 week older that mine. my MIL so happy, but i'm hoping everything going well.. crossing finger.