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falling apart here

Apr 09, 2012 - 0 comments
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exercise for the morbid obese

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Genetics

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Baby

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Weight

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sleep

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brain

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Miscarriage

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seizures

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son

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toes

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feeling



well i had some sort of i guess 'brain shake' tonight while playing video games. pretty scary feeling. thought it might have been a seizure or something. and now i cant sleep its like 4:20am. i am afraid im also having a miscarriage right now too. hopefully i dont get the weird brain shake again its so scary. whenever something like that happens i start thinking about my son and what if its something serious or genetic. i have become a hypochondriac as well. i am really on the journey to lose weight. i want to start jogging and i eventually want to go kayaking. i dont want to be skinny either. plus size is fine just more fit. my major goal is about 70lbs altogther. i just want to be able to have another baby.

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