...things were getting heavy. I was getting depressed, Life was just sucking....not that it isn't now and that it won't be for the duration of the w/d. I can't believe how weak I've gotten. I'm determined this time. I saw myself slipping away from family and friends. I won't let that happen again! I'm coming back and regaining my old sense of self!! I tried to...really tried..do a taper. That was a joke. I had enough to taper and went with it. Got down to 8 pills and just took 1 when I'd take 2 or 3. Today I have 4 left. I'm so tired it's insane. I'm more scared than anything.
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