Today is my 1st day back at work after my chemo treatment 1 last monday. It's been seven days and I am sure this is not going to work. I have continued to vomit and am achy and lethargic. So nauseous. I can't eat or I get stomach cramps. I have been on crackers and only a few of those. I am so scared right now. I don't think I can do this. I do not have any disability insurance and have to work through the chemo to pay my health insurance and bills. not sure how I will do this this time. My last two chemos (2004,2009) I had some short term disability and could take off. This time after 1 cycle is the worst and I have none. My employer changed ins. and this was done away with. They allowed aflac for employees tp choose further coverage and I was denied for anything b/c of pre-existing conditions. Right now just really feeling sick.