U/S on wed. the 6th...

Okay so I go for my 3d/4d u/s on wed. I am so excited about this since I haven't seen my lil' bugger since s/he was 8 weeks!!! wow. I'm sure the baby will look so different from then. =) I am just having a hard time with finding out the sex. Since this is my first baby, I really want to be suprised, but on the other hand, a part of me is dying to know. I am going to have the techinician put it in an envelope for me and we'll see how long I can hold out. I am beginning to think it would be so special to just be suprised! But I know the u/s will not be a waste of time! I do want to see what the lil' bugger looks like! lol. =) Hopefully I won't catch a glimpse of the genital area! haha. I mean, I only have 79 more days....I have made it this far without knowing the sex....what's 2 more months? Am I crazy??? LOL. We'll see what happens. I know for a fact whenever I have my second child, I am going to find out the sex...my husband doesn't mind that but he said, this is our firstborn, it should be extra special! I totally agree, so I think I am going to wait until the baby is born! =) that way I don't accidentally blurt it out to someone or even my husband...I would feel so bad! =)