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Manic PANIC.

Feb 05, 2008 12:36AM - 2 comments

I have heard that the mind is powerful enough to make you sick, and perhaps powerful enough to cure yourself of illness. In this case, I’m so fearful and anxious I feel sick. I’m not even certain of why I’m so afraid, it’s over absolutely nothing. I have a feeling that someone is always out to get me, or someone is there. I’ll wake in a bitter panic with my heart pounding through my chest, in worse cases I can’t breathe. I really wish I could figure out how to overcome this, because it’s getting ridiculous.

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by kim111, Feb 05, 2008 06:12AM
I know this is scary for you. I used to have a seizure dosorder due to a brain tumor. I am not saying at all that you may have the same thing. I am saying I relate to your fear. The mind is an incredibly powerful force. Faith is stronger. Keep searching and find a strength outside of your mind to help you. Do you have any close friends? Are you close to your family? Use all the positive people you know. We all need help sometimes. I will keep you in my prayers today. Oh yeah, my mind is helping win a tough battle against pancreatic cancer. kim

by Malicious, Feb 05, 2008 08:36PM
I'm so sorry; I hope you win your battle against cancer. Don’t give up like my grandmother did. I’m afraid I’ll get it because they say it’s every other generation, and looking at my family’s history it’s true. I have a few close friends, not so much as to family though. I guess I’ve been pushing them away without realizing it...

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