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9th day SUX!!!

Feb 05, 2008 03:43PM - 2 comments
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I am now going through my 9th day and I am so depressed!!! I mean I hate who I am, I really dont know who I am. I have wonderful memories of when I was on Vicodin. I got my Cosmotology Licsense...started my career that was going great. I got married,went on my honeymoon...it was always great times...and I always was so productive and now  I am just this big lazy mess!!! I am going back to work soon and I am terrified!!! I dont know if my clients are going to like me anymore or if I am going to suck now..I just dont know anything anymore...

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by BeanieL, Feb 05, 2008 06:09PM
Hey!!  I am a vicodin addict, and one thing that scares me the most is getting off of them, and not being able to function as well as I do now.  I totally know what your saying...I have a great job, I am super outgoing at work, and whenever I am not on my pain pills, I am irritable and I don't want to do a thing!  This, I believe is what is holding me back most from quitting.  Let me know how it goes for you!!   -BeanieL

by janiecarol, Feb 05, 2008 08:55PM
Go to www.joelosteen.com and click on the video portion and listen.  It will give you all you need to get thru your day.  It's inspiring and motivational.  It will teach you that your happiness is not dependent on others.  You have to not let anyone steal your joy. If you don't believe in prayer you will if you listen to this advice and your life will get better.  My daughter came to me yesterday and said "wow, I prayed about 3 things and all 3 of them were answered in one day!  It's amazing what can happen to you with faith.  Try it.

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