11th Day

Its 2:00 in the morning...and I am still awake!! No suprise to me really...I have been going to sleep at like 6:00am consistantly for the entire time of detoxing. Guess my body just got use to it!! Plus I am having alot of anxiety about tomorrow!! I finally go back to work. I am fully booked, so it is not going to be a easy day...So I am a little scared how I am going to feel tomorrow and I have other people depending on me to be well...So I pray that it is a good day. I feel like I am 5 years old and tomorrow is the first day of school!! I am so nervous...I did tell my boss that I did need the time off to start detoxing...So I am little worried of being judged..I know that they want the best for me at my work,but there still women and they love to gossip!!! So I hope I am not the target when I get there!!!! Please pray for me and wish me luck...