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in horrible PAIN!!

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Female, 21, VA

Okay so I have been browsing this website for the first four days of me detoxing from Vicodin and Percocet. I couldnt beleive what help it was to see I am not the only one in the world who likes Pain Pills. I am 21 years old, just recently got married and all and all ha... [More]

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Dancing, movies...scary ones!, and doing hair

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Feb 08, 2008 01:31AM - 1 comments
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I sortof made it through work..didnt think I was...But I did. Today my nerves were just everywhere!! I woke up and felt sick to my stomach. Was getting ready for work and it felt so weird.. During this detox, I have sortof became like a hermit crab!! This is my home,and here I am safe from the world. So I am driving to work..which is again really weird! I pull in and am soooo nervous. I walk in the salon and everyone one is like "Hi" how are you?? Like where the hell did you go?? I only told my boss so I asked her to please not tell anyone,but it almost seemed like people knew..No One asked me what I was sick with or anything like that soo something was off.. I had 3 clients and they went pretty well considering I felt like a floating ZOMBIE!! I tried and tried to get my head together but I couldnt get it back to where it was normal!! But everything went well.. had a huge headache and felt like I was going to pass out!! But managed to make it home..So all in all the first day back to work SUCKED!! Felt like ****..Also I am on day 12, Go ME!!!

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I am at the end of a long oxy taper and am just getting used to life without the buzz...it totally sux. The physical withdrawals are over, now its the mental and emotional stuff. I am irritable, cranky and out of sorts, snapping at my significant other, just generally depressed and angry. HELP! This is as bad as the physical. Hoping my brain gets used to being without the opiates SOON...Congrats on your first day back at work, how do you deal with the feeling that you want to hide in your house and just zone out in front of the tube? Thats how I feel...

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