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Okay so I have been browsing this website for the first four days of me detoxing from Vicodin and Percocet. I couldnt beleive what help it was to see I am not the only one in the world who likes Pain Pills. I am 21 years old, just recently got married and all and all ha... [More]
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I HATE THIS!!!!

Feb 09, 2008 02:41AM - 1 comments
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depressed

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crying

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scared



I am getting to the point,that this is so not worth it!!! I knew the first week was going to suck,,and yes it did!! But I am going on day 13 and I feel worse then day 3!!! My body aches, I have no ENERGY!! I mean not a drop...I am almost scared that there is something wrong with me..My heart is thumping out of my chest!!! I was depressed today,crying and thinking that everything is wrong,scared I was having a heartattack because my chest hurt...Cant See Etheir!!!! Every time I look it at something its all blury like I am drunk or something!!!! Crazy thing..I am freakin SOBER!! So before I lose my job and my life...I think maybe I cant do this!! I dont know what it going on with my body my brain..anything..Soo thats it!!!

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by Jul3, Feb 09, 2008 05:07AM
It sounds like you are suffering a severe case of depression and anxiety.

Although it sounds hard to believe that an emotional illness can cause such physical symptoms, it's a very real reality.

Make an appt to see your GP, even though it's hard to make a decision on these things, I know it's hard to even get out of bed in the morning. In the meantime, try yoga, pilates, light walking and deep breathing. It's such a cliche, but during any quiet moment, think of your own happy place and focus on it for minimum 5 minutes. You have to be relaxed and breathing calming for this to work, but it really does with practise!

Good luck with it and know that you are absolutely not alone!

My thoughts are with you.
Jul3

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