Still suffering from MS symptoms

I'm 2 months and 3/4 past the date of my first MS diagnosis. They think my first episode was 6 years ago when I had severe nystagmus and vertigo at age 25 years.  I've been taking Rebif for 6 weeks now. I'm on the 22 ug dose. I'm feeling down because my left side numbness and my left side cordination is not back to normal. The Doctor said that once I was done with the steroid therapy (2 months ago) it would be back to normal and that it would show up only with fatigue, heat and sickness. That is not the case! I hate being reminded continuosly that I have MS. It makes me wonder if I have the bad type of MS and not the relapsing remittint type. The Rebif is bogging me down.. and I have 2 toddlers that are energetic and need to be followed upon 24/7.

I'm just tired and it helps me to write down my thoughts and let out my feelings! For all the MS diagnosed people, YOU ARE NOT ALONE!