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Day 13!!!

Feb 09, 2008 10:51PM - 1 comments
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ultram

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day 13

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Addiction



Today was actually a pretty good day!! My husband who is amazing,cleaned everything and put the house back in order, which was driving me NUTS!!! I wanted to clean but every time I got the energy to I would get sick and like throw up!! Who knows...Well I got my monthly today..which is the biggest reason for my addiction.  My menstrual cramps get so bad I go to the hospital like 6 times a year because I always seem to pass out!! So today I took ONE ultram..which I heard is not bad for you..I dont want to contribute to my addiction but everyone I have talked to about taking it says it is not bad...but it can still be abused..which is why my husband has control over them..I have no clue where they are..Energy was alright today (dont know if it was because of the ultram??) but it was nice to feel some what normal...Hopefully tomorrow is a good day..I cant beleive it has been 2 WEEKS!! Also I would like to say thank you to everyone who has supported me, and helped me through my ups and downs. I hope everything is going well for everyone here...GOOD LUCK!!!!

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by cassiejolamons, Oct 23, 2008 02:32PM
Hey,
  I dont know if you meant you was addicted to ultram or not?  But I have taken them on and off for a couple years and I think I did almost get addicted to them. I finally got a grip on myself, but when I did stop taking them I felt like i was hit by a truck. I was using them for mild pain relief but mostly for the energy they would give me when I took them. I was probably only taking about 100mg (2 pills) a day or every other day and im glad I didnt take any more than that b/c I think it would have been alot worse. But I do belive they are addicting and hard to get off of if you dont get a grip on yourself it can sneek up on you.  

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