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felling better today but still fighting the cravings

Feb 12, 2008 04:55PM - 2 comments

hi im felling better to day i got some herbs to help and zanx  ive only has two loratabs today so far but no oxcycotin in 4 days so im really trying the only this is i snort my pills its like they last longer for some reason to me  but i just take the tabs hey to help the withdraws and when i really hurt i didnt take my first on till 11 this morning i tryed to way  as long as i could to take it im realy trying i also have a realy good friend on here thats helping me his names  jayson and hes the only suport i have my hubby told me last night that im never goign to change i told him i am u just watch i dont need him but to every one whos been there 4 me thanks so much

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by guardian_gabriel, Feb 12, 2008 11:16PM
I'm very proud of you girl, I know its hard but with faith and love you will get through this ordeal and just remember. Your girls will grow up and be faced with the same agonizing decision you had to make when you were younger and don't you wanna be able to tell them that i did have a problem. Drugs were ruling my life but seeing your faces made me want to rule my own life for their sake . There is an old saying "Strength through adversity." It means you will have troubles every day of your life but only you can rise above them and make yourself stronger for the ones you care about. much clown love Jayson. I want coffee

by Laroo, Feb 14, 2008 03:33AM
The Oxy is one you want to stop first so your doing great so far.  Cut down on the loratabs so you can still function I'd say for like a month.  THen take 4 days off so you can go cold turkey.  That's how I did it and I used 15 years...  Sleep through day 3 & 4 then it's kind of all over.  All you have to deal with is the anxiety so right now for that I'm taking valium by my dr. that knows my whole story.  I don't do more then 2 a day and I'm strarting to see a counslor who is just helping me figure out why I get so much anxiety/anger.
After the first week I went to one of those NA meetings- not for me....But, I dig the Dr. that gets paid to keep her mouth shut & my friend has been going hiking with me.  AFTER WE GET A STARBUCKS!!! lol
HEY - If you mess up after you go C/T don't worry.... I did for one day and it's not the same withdrawl effects as the first time - just keep going & don't hate yourself.
I know everyone say's - u can do it.....bla bla bla.   BUT - WE CAN!  I can't BElive I'm saying it!  I'm OK? All Good so far.  Your going to be great! Smiles T

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