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May 25, 2012 - 11 comments

Well I tested and not even the faintest line appeared. I 'm still hopeful and want better news but the fact of the matter is, GOD IS IN CONTROL.DH and I have decided that if this is a true negative, we are going to enjoy our summer and do an FET in the fall. To be honest, I’m extremely burned out. Frankly, I'm fed up with the meds, fed up with being cranky, would like a glass of wine and my morning cup of Joe, and I totally miss the gym, need I go on!! I just refuse to dwell on this ANYMORE. What's meant to be will be!!!

God that felt great, just had to vent!!

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by Helen72, May 25, 2012
I am so sorry...  bfn is always sooo hard.
Making plans for the future is what keeps me sane these days.

by retta483, May 25, 2012
Im sorry :(but I wouldent count yourself out just yet . I know its so Hard to let GO and let God be in control but you are 100 % right what will be will be enjoy yourself and your dh xx hugs stay strong .

by Ginger077, May 25, 2012
I'm sorry about the hpt but I'm glad your still still could be surprised. This process sure takes a toll on the body and mind. Praying your beta gives you different news than the hpt.

by butterflybabies, May 25, 2012
Sorry it's a bfn. But it's still early. I will keep my fingers and toes crossed!

by SeptemberBound, May 25, 2012
WhenI did my first pregnancy test after my FET it was negetive but a couple of days later I got a faint positive and my first beta was 599.  Don't give up, it's not over til God says it is over!

by Evelyna79, May 25, 2012
I'm so sorry about the BFN. I believe it's still early, don't lose hope just yet. I know it is hard, but trust God and he will bless you with a baby. I'll keep praying for you

by mhv, May 25, 2012
Sending you hugs.  Believe me, I know how trying this journey can be.  As long as you,don't give up, you will be successful.  If not this time, the next time.  We are all here for support!  Lean on us!!!

by TAGLAS, May 26, 2012
Thanks ladies!! No more testing for me and no sign of AF. I still have low back pain and intermittently experiencing nausea. Who knows, the BETA may just tell a different story.

I truly thank u for your support.

by sadiegirl69, May 26, 2012
You're rant has inspired me to do the same.  Thank you. Keep the faith and know God always has a better plan for you.

by amy8702, May 26, 2012
Your faith is amazing. I've got my fingers and toes your Beta is the complete opposite! 3 more days, can't wait for an update!

by kris71, May 27, 2012
Still praying for you!

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