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emotional whiplash

May 28, 2012 - 1 comments
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all my crazy

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emotional whiplash

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hopelessness

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anger

because whatever is new?  certain things make me really, really happy (right now, boybands of all things), but as soon as i turn those things off, the reality of my life sets in and i feel completely trapped and empty and hopeless and sad and nothing all at once.

i can't stop missing who i used to be, which, i suppose, is not conducive to life adjustment, but dammit, i've been living with this for over ten years and i keep getting worse and it's not fair because i was so smart and so good at the things i loved and now i can hardly even read because of my concentration issues and i'm so angry because it feels like everything is being taken away from me.  so, really, why should i just adjust to this?  how can i?  how can i adjust to a life that i hate, that i will never enjoy because everything i love is gone.

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by reallee, Oct 06, 2012
It's almost freaky how you've written the exact same mind I have now word for word. I wish you would have been pulling through just great and be able to share your experiences with me. That will be a great help and I'll definitely appreciate it.

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