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FET #1 BFN !

May 29, 2012 - 17 comments

Well what I thought were pregnancy symptoms turned out to be the meds. I don't know why I received a faint positive when the BETA showed not one sign of pregnancy. At this point, DH and I are just going to relax and enjoy one another. We purchased a new Jeep today to ease our pain, I can't wait to pop the top off!!! The past six months have been extremely exhausting. I just need to find myself again, LITERALLY..... Hell, I've gained 15 pounds LOL!!


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by tones99, May 29, 2012
oh hon .. I know how disappointing this is .. but I admire your fighting spirit so much!  You really need it through this whole process .. hell, it took us 7 tries with 3 miscarriages along the way to get to this successful pregnancy and fighting spirit really pushed us on .. you are right to reward yourself with a jeep too .. how exciting!!  it is such a huge stressful thing that you are going through and you need as many good things outside of it as possible.

I look forward to hearing about your next try and then your success!  and for now .. pop that top and cruise!!!!!!!

by usuk, May 29, 2012
Ugh I am sorry that positive was fake. I wish I would have taken a break but I panicked and had 4 m/c in a row and also gained 15 pounds. Did not take vacations, etc. I am happy now but I did not get to enjoy my body, my life and my hubby before this preg because I was trying to beat the clock. Take care and enjoy the summer knowing what awaits you :)

by Helen72, May 29, 2012
I am so very sorry about the bfn...  This is so very hard.

by SueGre, May 29, 2012
I am very sorry. Helen is right, this is so hard.

by butterflybabies, May 29, 2012
So sorry you got a bfn. I hope for better results when your ready to try again.

by mhv, May 29, 2012
You are right in taking a break!  We did fertility for 3yrs before we achieved success....and we took a few breaks in that time :). My hubby and I have wanted a jeep forever!! jealous!!!!!  Enjoy the summer with the top off :). Enjoy each other...that that jeep to th beach, and have a marvelous time!! You both deserve it :). Sending you hugs!!!!! And we will all be here awaiting your return!!!!!!!!  

by melimeli, May 29, 2012
So sorry girl. You  have time on your side. Take some time to yourself and relax get back to it when you feel whole again. Take care of yourself

by wakejl, May 29, 2012
Sorry about BFN, and you do deserve a break. The stress relief that you get by just enjoying life for a few months will be great for your physical and mental well-being. And that should help you to be successful in getting your BFP after a summer break. Enjoy your new jeep!

by Evelyna79, May 30, 2012
I'm so sorry about your BFN, and you really deserve a break after all you have been through in the last months. Enjoy the  summer with your DH and relax, it will help your  body and mind heal. Take care.

by Moma_Cher, May 30, 2012
What a heartbreaker. I'm sorry it didn't work this time.

Take this much needed break and restore your life force and joy! I really admire your attitude and spirit. I know it's not easy to accept things we cannot change.

Ps--- sooo jealous over the jeep! Post pics of that new puppy!


by plumber43, May 30, 2012
I'm so sorry, I know how much you wanted this, we wanted this for you! Some times we've just got to walk away relax before we start again. Enjoy each other and before you know it your dream will come true!
Love and great big hugs,

by pb95, May 30, 2012
I know that an object can't replace anything, but you are so right to do it!  Sounds weird, but miscarriage 1 we ended up getting a big tv, miscarriage 2 we got a big vacation.  We didnt do it on purpose, it gives you something else to think about and feels good.  I'm really sorry to hear that it didn't work this time, but I have no doubt it will in the future!
Hugs to you!

by hopeitworks, May 30, 2012
Im so sorry about the bfn, but im glad to see your positive outlook. take the well deserved break! we have all beern there, you know when its time and you need it, enjoy the summer and your hubby!!!

by Jessmarie842, May 30, 2012
I'm so sorry it didn't work out but I bet that when you least expect it, it will happen! I will definitely keep you in my prayers and sending lots of positive your way!

by bella73, May 30, 2012
I am so sorry to hear about your bfn. I know it's heartbreaking. I agree that a break is good. DH and I took a couple of breaks and we took a long break last year. I truly believe that it put me in a better place,frame of mind and our relationship grew stronger. Enjoy your summer and enjoy that Jeep!!!

by heather727, May 30, 2012
I'm sure you're sick of the 'I'm sorry's' so I'm just going to say good luck with the next round and enjoy that new Jeep - it sounds like a lot of fun!! :)

by Shannon79, Jun 01, 2012
Yep I won't say I'm sorry either. I will just wish you well. Enjoy that well deserved break with hubby. Just relax with no pressure. And without even TTC, you could very well become pregnant. Once you take the stress and anxiety off, wonderful things happen. Your body does crazy things when you're under stress, and you've definitely been under a lot of stress.

So go pop the top off that jeep and enjoy the summer! We'll be here for you when you return

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