I had to call multiple people to arrange my EEG. I feel an urgency that they don't. I need to know what is going on with my "TIA" or stroke. Being active duty Navy and a Iraq and Afghanistan veteran, I don't feel I have a value anymore for my service. I watched something tonight, a documentary on a Marine. I shoudn't have watched it. Most times I don't have a problem with my PTSD, but watching that, brings back terrible memories of both places and bumms me out. I'm proud to have served, but the scary thing is I would go back today if they would let me. I don't feel right not being there when my brothers and sisters(fellow military members) are still there.