8 days off treatment

So I'm definitely feeling a lot better than I was a week ago.  Strange though, my energy seems to come in bursts and then I'm completely exhausted.  I'm still feeling acute pains throughout my body but the more I do yoga the better I feel.  Even though my hands are crampy, cold, and crickety the yoga stretches them out and I feel a bit more limber throughout the day.  I wish I had the energy and desire to do yoga throughout the treatment as I'm sure it would've helped but at least I'm feeling the benefits of it now.  Mentally I'm still feeling distracted but I don't catch myself staring at the wall as much.  I saw my doctor yesterday and told her how I thought going off my prozac in december was a mistake but she didn't wan't to give me anything for any of my side effects.  I guess I'm okay with that...I'll just have to fork over more cash and see a psychiatrist if this sadness and social isolation continue.  Finding it difficult to communicate with friends I fell out of touch with this year.  I feel guilty for not keeping up with them and angry at them for not helping me more when I really needed it.  I'm not going to the two courses i have- planning on taking medical withdrawal.  I don't have a job and haven't since I was first diagnosed 4 years ago.  I'm feeling pretty ****** about my education and career possibilities.  I just don't know how to get out into the work force and talk myself up at a job interview when I feel I really have nothing good going on right now.