no souls

bye         i dont even know u, but after reading ur last post, doesn't seem like ur ready anyway. when u r, i'll be here to talk if u ever need me.  (my name is jesse, i hope ur okay).

-peace

-jessejames

Hi,  I just wanted to be sure you know that some of us, including me, tried to stand up for you on that nasty forum last night. I completely understood what you were saying! I can't believe how some took it and the antagonistic way they responded. I'm new to this forum, too, and it made me think twice about posting again at all.

I did make a post tonight -- almost an hour ago -- and not one person has responded. I feel like I wasted my time. Or maybe it's because I posted on your message last night that I would not post any more if people were going to be so mean-spirited.

Anyway, we do need support, and if you'd like to message me, we could at least try to support each other. I know there are some other really nice people on the forum.

Hope to hear from you. Take care,

Linnea

Well, if you don't think I'm not ready to quit than you didn't scroll down further to read my response did you? I've been  ready to quit for years, you try being on Methadone ever single day for 9 yrs.And it was/is/whatever.........my drug of choice I  the first place. So like other people who don't take the time to read a persons whole story. It's like opening a book at the bookstore and reading the font & back inside jackets then putting down ,then in some situation you comment on it as if you read the whole book.And knew the entire story.

I understand exactly because I dose at the clinic everyday...I have been detoxing from 110mg since Aug.'07 tomorrow I will take 21mg., next Thursday is my last day.  I am so glad...and scared.  Pills/methadone was my doc also...ironic, huh?  I am not an advocate for methadone but it helped...now I want my life back.
Best of luck...please stay in touch...sorry for what happened on the other thread...it was a huge misunderstanding blown out of proportion...
Stay strong...hope to hear from you.

lasher,  i want to help you through this/  if you feel you cant post on the forrum will you talk to me on pms so i can at least keep up with your progress?  i am your friend..  how bout it?

Lasher,

Please send me a private message so I can talk to you, if you wish.  I'm sorry that people feel they have the right to private message others without permission, especially to bash them, because they don't have the guts to do it open forum.  Some did ......but the cowards that have to abuse private messaging is and has been a problem in the past.  I am sorry this happened to you.  I look forward to hearing from you.
God Bless,
Nauty.................