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Satan says "Welcome Back!"

Jun 16, 2012 - 0 comments
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My stomach has been queasy and cramping all night. The usual nightmares, dead babies, and worse if anyone might believe it. Tortured psyche, tired one too. Breathing is a chore, difficult and heavy this morning. Anxiety is pouring over me, stomping through me- marching down my neck, my lungs, tiny soldiers murdering my peace, Shrunken down, snot- nosed nasty Neanderthal hillbillies square dancing in my stomach, swinging partners, round and round, spinning one by one into a drunken line dance down my intestinal walls,- and my head- my head- stock tip for you- Immitrex, Ibuprofen- because I am eating them like skittles, or no, nevermind- just skittles...

Haunted by a self once thought to be so long gone- and here we are in not so gentle or peaceful atonement... Am I the shadow or the ghost? I am only pain....

*** med change I marked because I need to get my wellbutrin from pharmacy.

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