Jun 25, 2012
Except for a few times with his 17-year-old boyfriend. He says that he has accepted his diagnosis and isn't going to stress it, but that he doesn't understand how this happened. He says he always used protection, except for with his afermentioned boyfriend. He said he hates having unprotected sex, and was always cautious safe for him. This is just not adding up for me. His boyfriend is a recluse, he's completey to himself other than my brother, and he has always been the one on edge about my brother cheating. My brother, sadly, has always been the cheater and so the fact that he says he used a condom during all his escapades would mean...that he got it from his boyfriend, right? I just can't see that. I just can't see this. I am losing faith in what "stone cold fact" in HIV is. Maybe condoms were not 100% effective in his outside encounters? I mean, it couldn't have been his high school ******* shy *** boyfriend. Right?
I can't take this anymore. He left for the Army to make a life for himself and now he has no idea what to do with his life. And I feel like I aske for all of this. I can't see that his boyfriend gave him HIV so now i am questioning the effiency of condoms.