Things are just the same.

So im on my fourth day of the suboxone program ans i really don't know what i feel. Things still are the same at home. My boyfriend who really is no longer a boyfreind he is just an object that is there when i leave i nthe morning and when i get home. He desn't do anything with himself and all he wants to do is get high. I was no angel but I atleast try he has no ambition. Our son is the greatest and he still doesn't know what to do. Iwant the best for my son. Our son is n't going to have much of a role model and that scares me.