Jul 01, 2012
I got Jazzy yesterday and we went to a party with my mom and had a blast, today she woke me up ready to go swimming so we went and played in the sandbox and on our neighbors water trampoline. Shes got her own room now ans slepd most of the night in it last night I was so happy. It only took her like maybe an hour to fall asleep after me and my mom both went in and rubbed her back and stuff.
Last week I went down 5 mg and I think I am going to try another 5 this monday to get down to 30 mg/day of methadone. I have been decent except for the fatigue and that is the worst just being so so tired all the time and falling asleep at work after Dosing in the AM or even in the afternoon. I try to take enough caffeine but it still isnt enough sometimes. But there is light at the end of the tunnel and I see myself growing closer everyday towards the person I want to become in life. One day at a Time