The Pregnancy Mystery

This is the day followng my unsure blood test, and I'm so very unsure of myself right now, as i have had two positive hpts, and have had symptoms for the past 3 months and as you can see by my pic my belly just gets bigger, lol i even have been checking with my stethoscope and found a heart beat that cannot possibly be my own, as i have learned from school and it is a different rhythmn then my own, but with the negative i have told my boyfriend that we are probably not pregnant, but  everything is so unsure with many sites contradicting themselves with information, many stating that low hCG levels can be found in as many as 20% of women...:D so maybe my intuition is right, i know this phantom pregnancy thing cant be right some of these symptoms i hadt even known to be so until reading ivillages weekly update ad finding everything to be true...well i guess we'll find out this month for sure, lol and no doubt if they call back on monday its for sure lol but im getting so big from down below and now im in the midst of definitly believing it...knowing that in the end if would allow my boyfriend not to believe im such a liar and i may even be right...lol the nuirse at the clinic even said she may have done it wrong and left things for too long she's new at the docs office, so hopefully the blood test is positive and they send me for an u/s so what i know all alog can be confirmed and i can tell all of you exactly how happy i am...lol on one site a lady had the same problem i did but came up with a positive blood test becuase i guess the hormone takes less time to get there, and in the end she found twins, which definitly run in my family :D so excited pray for me all that i will be found pregnant o monday through blood test because lol ive even been doing the hold now, and when you push it in its hard, and if you leave ur hand something does push back at you :D