Aug 01, 2012
Ok I think I'm finally ready. I saw a commercial for www.turntohelp.com and went to the sight and got some information and doctor contacts. I think I'll make some calls today. I am so tired of the lying, obsession, pill counting, cravings, dreaded "run out" and panic. This secret from my hubby and family is eating me alive. Along with the guilt. I can't even get through the work day without my "fix" then I have to have my second and sometimes third fix as soon as I get home so I can feel halfway normal and energized to be a wife and mom. I am overwhelmed with shame. So, I printed a list of doctors from the webiste and plan on making a couple calls today. Wish me luck. This would be a good birthday present to myself and a great way to kick-off my vacation in a couple weeks. I just need to actually do it!!!!