Aug 01, 2012
I need to vent….I need to scream….I need to cry….I need to calm down!
This process is such a brain game. This morning in the shower I could hardly get near my breasts they’re so tender and instead of letting myself think “maybe we’re pregnant” I shot myself down to acknowledge that it’s 7dpiui and it’s just the hormones I am taking that are making me feel this way.
I do really think this time around I am not thinking about “IT” as often and am handling the hormones so much better. I hate to say that I am used to feeling crazy all the time. I am optimistic. I am hopeful. This time it did work…right there I wanted to say and if not…UGH.
I have my good days and I have my harder days….today is a harder one- why it’s beautiful here today? I am leaving work early with pizzas to share with one of my best girlfriends and her two beautiful children…I must have PMA (Positive Mental Attitude) –repeat 3x and breathe.