Aug 06, 2012
So, I am wrapping up my day and thankfully not feeling so bad. In fact I feel ok.Much less depressed than the previous two times. I think both the hormone milkshake and the natural PMS feelings are about out of my system and for the first time since the beginning of July I feel like myself again. The extra anxiety and stress I’ve been carrying around seem to have melted away.
I am of course so disappointed that our last IUI wasn’t a success. I haven’t told my Mom yet. Tonight Jeff and I are going to decide what the next step will be in this process. Are choices are as following:
• On Wednesday start back up on the Clomid to prepare for a 4th IUI
• Begin the IVF process- (what our RE is recommending to significantly increase our chances of conception)
• Could we emotionally/ethically think about a DSIUI (highly recommended by our RE if we wanted to have greater chance for IUI success)
• Take a break and just relax for a month- tick tock, tick tock (that’s the sound of my biological clock ticking-LOL)
Truthfully told I am not sure that any of the four choices feel that great…more tomorrow. Hopefully I’ll be feeling more excited after tonight’s discussions.