I hate being depressed. The only good part about it is that since I'm a rapid cycler, it'll be over soon. Ugh. I just feel so icky. I eat WAY too much and far past the point of being full. It's like I'm not trying to fill the emptiness in my stomach-- I'm trying to fill the emptiness in my world. It's not possible so I just keep eating until I feel sick.
Maybe this is why I can't control my weight. I was a healthier weight when my mood was stable.