So it looks like I've got some mania going on. I feel like I'm about to jump out of my skin. I am so tired but I feel incredibly full of energy-- kinda like that tired but wired feeling. No really tired but wired, no kinda to it!!! I'm really sad today because it would have been my 11th wedding anniversary, if I were still married. It *****. To love someone that no longer loves you back. It really *****. I wish he would come back but he won't. But anyway this is how I feel today. I don't have many manic days in a year but this is one of them.