Jan 12, 2009
I am in a state of sadness and shock right now. My doctor told me that he thinks I am going to die! I cannot believe he said that to me!!! He actually had tears in his eyes when he told me that I'm dying - he cares about me. He said that my body is too weak and he sees that it's failing and breaking down and I'm getting infection after infection and he fears I will eventually not be able to fight the infections anymore! I can't believe this! Many people have told me that I could die but I really think I am going to die.
I am such a fool for thinking I'm going to have a family and a life... my dream. It just doesn't look like that is going to happen for me. I am so scared and mad and sad...
This is just sick and I cannot believe it is my life.