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RobotRock.

Jan 14, 2009 - 0 comments
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medication

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christmas

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years

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scared

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school

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depressed

I've been off and on Lithium for almost a year now. I tend to miss my medication alot because i don't feel like myself and that i'm lying to myself in a way. during the christmas break i didn't take my medication for almost 2 weeks and it really took it's toll when i came back to school. When i was asked to do a math question, My concentration was so terrible, that i just left the teacher there. I started crying alot in that week and started to feel a little depressed. I think i needed that though because i forgot how i used to be and in a way i don't want that to leave. I thought that would last but because i've been on my medication scrictly the past 2 weeks,i'm where back to those feelings of not knowing who i am anymore, and feelin like a robot. I just forget who i am and i'm scared to figure out what i'd be if i completely recovered.

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