Aug 27, 2012
I asked my booty call if I could have an "appointment" and he told me if it rained Saturday, I could come over to his place. It didn't rain so I ended up going to the gun range instead. It was so packed at the gun range that I decided to just go back another day. Also swung by the farmer's market and got some free fruit. After my day out, he called and told me he had a little time if I still wanted to come by. I drove over to his house going 90mph..lol. When I got there, he jumped in the shower for a sec and then we went to the bedroom. He was so "big" I called it beautiful. He said he was in the shower thinking about me and got hard. I told him that next time, I'm gonna need more time and I also told him that since I'm on hormones he may have to start using a condom. "You waited until afterwards to tell me that?"..LOL. I barely know what a condom looks like anymore but I know he gets tested regularly and I get tested after every partner I have (which isn't many men). We talked a little bit and then I came home to get some gardening done. The next day my shoulders were so achy that I could barely turn my neck. He didn't do anything "wild" with me so it could have been the gardening.
The weight gain that I've experienced in the past couple of months is starting to get to me. It's hard to try to lose weight when you're in pain and just wanna lie down. This week I'm gonna try to nurse my neck/shoulders back to health and focus on getting through all these heart tests my doctors want to do. Getting laid relaxed me a little bit about all the doctor visits I have this week. Let me rephrase that... having someone think about me as sexy and wanting to spend time with me and make me feel good made me feel better.