back online and going strong

Phew - I got my computer back!
Our got all wrapped up in the cord and pulled it off of the table a few weeks ago - Damn little guy!
He's been busting up everything!  Including me!!  The broken arm is doing better.  I was finally able to get a real hard cast.  I should have it for another month or so.  Good news was NO surgery!

My husband however IS going to have surgery again.

This makes me very sad and nervous. For a few reasons.  I'm sad that he/we will be going thru a 4th operartion.  That he's not able to move on with his life again and get back to work.  And YES, that there will be bottles of pills in the house again.  I mean there has been this whole time.  But he's been keeping them locked up in a little safe.  I have done SO well with quitting.  My taper went great.I stuck with it.  And I really can't imagine taking pills as I get more & more preg.  But it stills worries me.  How can it not?

He's been so great.  So helpful.  So understanding.  He's my best friend.  Truly my other half.  I just hope that I have the courage to be strong next to him while he goes thru all of this again!

So gald to be back!