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Sep 22, 2012 - 8 comments

Looking at my arm's wound from a couple of days ago, I feel rather uncomfortable with myself to the point it's slightly unbearable.  I am surprised that I did something like that to myself which left a deep gash in my arm.  I have symptoms of schizophrenia flaring up but I'm just ******* tired of experiencing this ****.

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by drifter0213, Sep 22, 2012
would you like to talk about this flare up?

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by melimeli, Sep 22, 2012
So sorry I pray peace finds you

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by lmft, Sep 22, 2012
People who cut themselves usually are desperate for someone to understand them. The cutting is a substitute for self expressiion and good human contact. You need to talk. Posting your feelings here is a start but do you have a therapist?  

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by loca636, Sep 22, 2012
You gave youself physical pain to let out the pain you feel internally, but it still won't go away huh...you need to target whats causing you pain, and once you find out that causr, you can figure out how to fix it. I may not know you but i believe you can do it.


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by schizofriendia, Sep 23, 2012
I didn't do it out of emotional pain or what have you, I was just trying to clip the freckles off my arm and misjudged how deep I was clipping.

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by schizofriendia, Sep 23, 2012
Thinking back it sounds insane to me, but hindsight is 20/20.

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by lmft, Sep 26, 2012
Why do you say symptoms of schizophrenia are popping up? What are they? Maybe I can h elp you decide whether to worry.

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by schizofriendia, Sep 27, 2012
I've been diagnosed with schizophrenia and know for the most part what can be blamed on it.

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