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Life with a not so lovelee condition

Sep 26, 2012 - 0 comments
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help

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Gasiness

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embarassing

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naseau

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IBS

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helpless



Hey Im Lee. Im 24 and I have dealt with this embarassing smell for 2 years. I used to be a very socially active person, always out with friends, you can say I was a lil party girl. When I was around 19 or 20 I wanna say this problem came I didnt really know this was a issue that wasnt gonna go away until 21. Around 21 I changed my whole life no partying drinking smoking pot just staying home and reading my bible. 22 is when I really began to grow and accepy my condition, the comments stares and uncaring rudeness from people. Although times its not bad I get along well with anyone, I just love to talk with anyone nd Im really loving so I pour love to anyone I meet. Unfourtanetly this condition kind of gets me a little weird because I want to be social but on bad days when you know your stomach is gonna be not your friend we will say and people wanna hang out or you have plans its just draining emotionaly to pull through. I have my days of being strong and accepting but there are days I wish I could just sit and cry. I have bad stomach pains, extreme fatigue to the point where my body feels exahusted and in extreme pain, chronic head aches, extreme gas below and burping, and a little naseau. Friends would be great to get me through the day. Hope to hear from you guys soon, good bye!

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