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Trip to the store

Sep 27, 2012 - 0 comments
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So I am not sure if Kiefer is sick today or what, but he is a complete ***. I am so sick but doesn't phase him. When we went to the store, he was hostile, bitter, and then distant. I let it go since his hands hurt from the four cuts he has received at work or working on something at home. When we got home, the attitude didn't change. I went to clean up and start lunch, and he hurt his finger so he slammed the cabinet door and it flung open the one right next to it by the fridge being a double cabinet door and all. Well the one that flew open almost hit me. Then I try to clean the dishes cause rinsing them off, isn't cleaning them... So I was washing the bowl, got it clean except the soap, needed it rinsed, asked him to rinse. The water was searing hot and he sprayed my hand with it... He is NEVER like this. What did I do to **** him off so bad? Or what happened that made him this upset? -sigh- Well on a brighter side of life, Cale and I are great. I fell out of the damn office chair last night and that hurt, and it woke Cale up so he started kicking frantically. I can't blame him. If I was asleep and my room was shaken and I don't know what is going on, I would freak out too! I mean I did when I fell. I can't believe it is only 10 more weeks of waiting. I have had to resort to things to pass time. The Sims 3 and games online mainly. I want Cale here so bad. Maybe he would make everything better when Kiefer is being a jerk... Now, don't get me wrong, I love my husband and like I said, he is never violent towards me, but if he is sick, if he is hurting, if he is scared, depressed, bored, mad at me, anything... I need to know so I know how to respond to make it better for him, or to steer clear of him.. Instead I am sitting in the room, just done crying after 5 minutes, rather than downstairs trying to clean still...

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