Jan 21, 2009
I wanted to smoke in such a bad way last night. I was jumping on my "boys" for wrestling around the house. When this happens the dogs start barking and I can't take it. The house isn't big enough to get away from all the commotion. I just kept eating....URG. I weigh enough as it is. Now is not the time to worry about taking off the twenty pounds. Mark is putting together a trip for our 25th anniversary so last night I started stressing out about putting on a bathing suit. I would think that my focus would be on the occasion. We would like to take the kids along, getting them their own room. This may be the last trip we take them on for some time.
Today my commitment is to stay away from smoking. A coworker told me yestersday that worrying is like taking time away from tomorrow for something that may never come true. I won't worry about smoking today. It is Wednesday. Maybe I will go with my friend to help take care of her mom. They are both hilarious.