Oct 01, 2012
I just found out that my big brother who's 28 has a Heroin addiction.. He says he's been using since July and was afraid to tell me cause he knew it would hurt my heart. So he just called and told me everything and im so sad and confused that him out of all ppl would do a drug like that.. It s u c k s cause he tells me this when my moms 2yr anniversary of her death is this thursday, i mean wth can it get any worser than it is now.. I feel like im about to expload with emotions because if aint one thing its another.. Im sitting crying tryna write this journal and my heart hurts so damn bad to hear this news, i just dont know how much more of this sadness i can take.. I feel like im losing my mind and this is all a bad dream that i cant wake up from smh.. I just dont know anymore im just so tired of hurting and crying i just wish i knew the answer to all these unanswered questions floating inside my head.. We're gonna get him as much help as possible cause i be damned if i lose my brother to a disgusting drug like this!! Just keep him in your prayers please!!!!!