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Oct 01, 2012 - 9 comments
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herion addiction



I just found out that my big brother who's 28 has a Heroin addiction.. He says he's been using since July and was afraid to tell me cause he knew it would hurt my heart. So he just called and told me everything and im so sad and confused that him out of all ppl would do a drug like that.. It s u c k s cause he tells me this when my moms 2yr anniversary of her death is this thursday, i mean wth can it get any worser than it is now.. I feel like im about to expload with emotions because if aint one thing its another.. Im sitting crying tryna write this journal and my heart hurts so damn bad to hear this news, i just dont know how much more of this sadness i can take.. I feel like im losing my mind and this is all a bad dream that i cant wake up from smh.. I just dont know anymore im just so tired of hurting and crying i just wish i knew the answer to all these unanswered questions floating inside my head.. We're gonna get him as much help as possible cause i be damned if i lose my brother to a disgusting drug like this!! Just keep him in your prayers please!!!!!

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by Yrmacias, Oct 01, 2012
I'm sorry to hear about your brothers addiction. I HATE drugs! Its a good thing he is being honest and confiding in you...that could be a sign of asking for help. I pray that your brother gets the help he neeeds to overcome this awful and cruel disease.

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by Vantom, Oct 01, 2012
thanks hun.. i was last to find out which kinda s u c k s, im the emotional one of the bunch lol!! but im def hearing his plea for help and gonna do all i can to help him recover :)

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by Leyisel21, Oct 01, 2012
Hey, look at the bright side, at least he is asking for help, it could have been worse you know...keeping you in my prayers.

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by Gabbi0312, Oct 01, 2012
Aww girl i am sorry D: yes please get him help!! i know what that is like, i lost my brother to drugs/anorexia about 6-7 yrs ago. praying for you girl. xoxo im always here if you need to talk.
loveyah girl!!! keep your head up, god is always looking out for you.

<3

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by lorisuepooh, Oct 01, 2012
I found the reason most drug addict start is because they are depressed and instead of going on antidrepressants they use drugs to help them, I know this because my son who was 23 died because of drugs, His choice of drug was shooting herion, He was such a good person but couldnt handle the depression, I wish I would have know that he was depressed, Also he was bored, so get you brother in activities that are stimulating like a race car driver or a dective, that keeps him motivated, Thats what I have learned. My mother died 2 months before my son did and he couldnt handle it, so mabey your brother is having a hard time handling your mothers death, try to get to the bottom of his pain, I will pray for you and wish you the best in this difficult time of your family crises.

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by Vantom, Oct 01, 2012
thanks everyone i needed to hear your words..

@Leyisel: ikr im glad he wants help, and thanks for praying for us!!

@gabbi: aww im sorry about that sis thanks for ur prayers and im gonna hit up soon, luv ya back sis :o)

@lorisuepooh: thats what he said made him go to herion is because of my moms death so im gonna do everything i can to help him get better!! thank you so much guys :o)

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by retta483, Oct 01, 2012
Praying for you both sweetie

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by Gabbi0312, Oct 01, 2012
<3 :) I am glad your brother is seeking help

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by Vantom, Oct 02, 2012
thanks retta and ikr gabbi :o)

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