D-Day Tomorrow

Well, tomorrow is my 6 week ultrasound and I'm hoping we finally see a gestinational sac.  I normally don't worry like this, and didn't at all with my first child, but I had so much bleeding and some tissue passage at 12 dpo, I think it has had me in an anxiety spiral ever since.  I feel blessed to have found such a wonderful, loving, warm community here that is supportive and knows EXACTLY what I've been going through.  It's a double-edged sword, though.  Many who got pregnant around the same time I did have miscarried, and I can't help but worry even more that we're destined for the same fate.  I suppose worrying is pointless.  What will happen, will happen, and all the worrying in the world won't make a bit of difference.

I've been horribly nauseated all day today, and am really close to tossing my cookies tonight, but I can't figure out if it's nerves or baby making me sick.  I tend to think a little of both.  I'm trying to take comfort in the fact that nausea is GOOD!  It means hormones are rising, anyway!

*crossing fingers for tomorrow and hoping I don't puke my dinner up tonight... I had Greek... ugh!*

Sheri