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NIGHTMARE TIME

Feb 01, 2009 - 1 comments
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HEROIN

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heroin withdrawals

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nightmares

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scared

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Addiction

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Opiates

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bad

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sick

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worried sick

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emotional



Forgot how bad ct really is and iv not even hit 24hrs yet. Oh my god this is terrible i remember why i couldnt give it up now but im still trying and not took anything yet but i dont know if thats practical i should have worked it out a bit more first instead of diving in. I get diazepam on tuesday i should have waited till i got them never mind 1minute at a time

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by 10356, Feb 01, 2009
Thats right one minute at a time james.. I know you and kim fill like ****.. I know how bad it *****.. Hot baths showers for both of you many of them.. do you have a hot water bottle heating pad electric blanket... share those.. heat anywhere you can get it.. You can do this. Please both of you.. stay hydrated.. Kim with crying this is specially true for you..
I know you want your son back. One way to get part of him back is by getting clean.. your memories return with clarity.. Your son would want his mom and dad clean.. he needs his mom and dad clean.. Your daughter needs her mom and dad clean.. The heroin wants your life.. do not let it win.. you are in a war and are stronger the the *****..
Off this drug you will be more of an encouragement for your son.. Do this for him.. do it for the love of your family.. do it for yourself.. gain your freedom back so you can work on gaining your son's freedom back.. with the money you save alone it should help a great deal.. You two have a wonderful union and two beautiful children that are alive.. be 100% for each other and your kids.. Life will not always feel this way.. there is a light at the ends of the tunnel.. heroin is making you blind right now.. it is one of here many tricks... I'm here in your corner sending as much good thought and prayer as I can.. warmly lesa

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