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15 days

Feb 02, 2009 - 2 comments
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I never dreamed I'd make it this far in such good shape. Wow. I had the nicotine headache today. Interesting that I had a great day on Sunday and Monday I'm freaking out all over again. Why do we need money in life? Why is there never enough? If I could have a check for 100k I'd be happily happy.

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by j34, Feb 03, 2009
Good job on 15 days!!!! YAHAY ,huge, huge , huge accomplishments.Think of all the money you are going to save without smoking and then without all the medical cost when you get sick from it.............Gratitude and positivity. Happiness is not a feeling it is something you deiced to do.keep your chin up you are doing excellent!!.We covered up our emotions for so long with drugs,food, sex whatever for how long?? We need to learn how to live without it.For me it was doing the steps of Na to see and find something bigger than myself,cause my disease is self centered,All about me.. through writing the steps I learned all about how my behaviors were self defeating,Even thought I wanted one thing my actions said other wise and that was great to learn,It was because I was full of fears. Today I am growing and allowing myself the happiness that I deserve and love of myself.

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by elwoodsf, Feb 03, 2009
I love the statement you made about hapiness is not a feeling, it's something you decide to do. These words are so encouraging and I will use them for the rough times. So you go to NA? I've been thinking about going back. I haven't been for years and I know I could use a new 4th step. It has been 17 years or so. I enjoy your positive outlook on life and how you can make something so big for me sound easier and bringing in a desire to do it. I appreciate you very much my friend ~ Sherry

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