Nov 14, 2012
I want to cut myself. But I can't. I wish I could. It takes so much for me not to. It hurts. Not the cutting but not being able to do it. I know it's good that I don't but when I do it. It feels so good. It takes the pain away from my heart for a quick second. But then I'm left with an ugly scare and people's stares and questions. People say when people cut themselves it's for attention. Well maybe for some but for others it's a way to relieve the pain from inside and projecting it on something else to make them feel better even if its just for a quick second.